so the only thing i could do was lay there and jim. when his wife mary returned home that night, the house was strangely dark. i kept calling his name and i was looking all around, and then i looked in the bedroom, and it looked like-- it was dark in there, but it looked like someone was on the bed, and i started the feeling of panic. and i turned on the light, and jim was laying in the bed. and he rolled over, and i am yelling his name by this time, and i just saw the look on his face when he finally looked up, rolled his head up toward me. and it was just, i'll never forget that look. it was just... he was so scared. i remember that feeling of mary coming home from work that night. she was the thing that touched me, first of all, and she looked at me a little like she was scared for herself. that's a bad thing to do. so i kind of knew i was going to the hospital. dr. dobkin: the hemorrhage was quite large and deep, and the surgeons had to go in and try to remove as much of the clot as they could because he was just deteriorating so f